I'm having an exceptionally bad day. I don't know what to do. It's been a year and 10 months since I lost my husband, my soulmate, to cancer. I have no children. I lost my mother in March of last year, my dad in 2000, my brother in a fire in 1997. I miss my husband so very, very much. It hurts. We were "partners". It - the grief and heartache - gets worse with each passing day. I've read to many books, and they help for a time, but...What do I do? I wish we'd gone together. I'm so lost without him. So lost.

Ann